Well Holy Shitballs....

... My IAM page just informed me that I'll be 26 in 122 days.

Cheers fúcko.

Not so long ago I was 19. It's flown by. What have I been doing?

I've achieved a lot of what I set out to do, but whats weirding me out is is I still feel like I did when I was 19. I don't feel like a grown up. I'm probably actually getting more immature as I get older!

I feel bad for time wasted. I really need to stop wasting time.

I need to get serious about what I want to do as well.

I guess I'm just pissed that I was always the youngest in everything I did. By a mile in most cases. Leaving cert (16), finishing college (18), buying a house (20), setting up a business (22)...

Now I'm the same age as everyone else doing stuff :/ I'm not the baby or the exception any more.

WAAAAAAHHH!!!

first post!

First post! I guess I just there is too much noise in my life and I need somewhere quiet to write and think. I'm far too easily distracted and I'm not doing what I'm supposed to be really, I'm hoping starting to write again will help me find my way. I'm not writing this for anyone else to see, though it won't bother me if anyone wants to read.

um, that's it for now I guess.